Please, even just do not mention you are a so-called half breed Chinese.
your grandfather will be so shamed to see what you are writting here even he is already living in the heaven.
without the blood he had brought to you, you are just a piece of pork living without a soul...and that blood is Chinese origin.

Or in fact you are not, do not pretend to be to support your point here.

go to Indonesia and Malasia and talk to those Chinese people by yourself.
especially those people who had suffered in the riot.

Local Chinese people were being hated there not because they look down at other Asian people in those countries but because they are managing the main wealth from local society through their non-stop hard working!!!